Iâ€™m not the most emotionally stable man by any means. I was raised by my father who was a distant, short tempered man. I didnâ€™t grow up with any family around and I wasnâ€™t allowed friends over. I didnâ€™t even have friends outside the house because I was homeschooled and didnâ€™t know what a computer was until I moved out. Truly ninety nine percent of my life was spent on my fathers property before I turned eighteen. Not only that but the only thing my father would ever tell me about my mother was that she abandoned us shortly after I was born. Knowing what I know now, I doubt she left. I hired a private investigator to find her, spent more money than I care to admit and thereâ€™s no record of her after her supposed run away from her responsibilities as a mother. I suppose I should explain why I donâ€™t believe she went anywhere of her own free will.